He disappeared for almost a month. He comes back. Do I kill him? No. I spent two days in bed with him.

What the hell happened to my spark? I should have been pissed. Hell. I should have killed him. Except I knew from the beginning what he did for a living. Who he worked for. and I can't... be mad at him for doing his job.

Stupid men.

Someone set a bomb in his car and it almost killed him. Broke his leg as it is. Naomi and I are sort of scared, but neither one of us are going to admit it, I think. Well. I will. I'm working less hours at the Sil, trying to stay in as much as possible with Astrid. Naomi and Duncan are helping me so I don't have to take her there when I work. With the war on, and now this - which neither one of them think is related to the war - I don't need to risk my baby's life.

I'm going to go do my homework.